a trip to ciater

Ciater 22 June 2010
after quite a long time not see you, I'm glad to meet again although with different circumstances. previously I always refuse to go if you are invited too but I think that's very childish huh? so I decided to follow this trip with the hope we can establish a new relationship as friends. but I really do not think you discussed again our previous relationship. you said our relationship has not really ended because you have not received my decision at that time. but I'm not completely wrong to think our relationship has ended because your 'attitude' at this several days were what makes me conclude like that.
and for the umpteenth time you ask: "are we still 'in relationship'?"
I answered firmly : "not". at least for now.
anyway thanks for being so sweet to me tonight ;)