gomenasai

I really do not want whining like this in the blog that everyone can read.

but I simply do not know how to express how I feel about you now.

sorry if we have to end like this.

actually until now I still regret my decision at that time.

but I do not know what else to do so that our relationship can get better.

on the one hand I'm afraid to lose you but on the other hand I am tired, I'm tired of trying by own.

and I finally realized that we are indeed different.

people say the differences that make people complete each other.

but for us, that difference makes us even farther.

I can't fool my feelings if I missed you as I write this.

hope you know it's not easy for me.

from now on everything will be different between us.

thanks for all the laughter and tears.

as ever you say, I will love you as long as I remember you.

goodbye, I..