I AM HAPPY

hey folks. have you ever experienced this point in life where you really feel alone. where you feel the people around you disappoint you? i have. NOW. dunno why, I'm often sad lately. i just wondering why if I try to understand other people, they did not want to understand me, not even trying. they just think about the security of their lives. themselves, when it's safe, they will not care about other people. I don't blame anyone. sometimes I just think life is not fair. some people have excess talent while others don't have at all. some people feel very very happy life, while others are suffering. do you also think just like me? oh, let's just say i am unstable.

this morning, I dunno, but I felt God calling me. this day in jartel class, I got a little "enlightenment". so was a lecturer, assistant professor rather, showed a video which I think is very inspiring. maybe you've many know, but honestly I just saw it. after watching the video I got to thinking how can I always questioned my life while those who are less fortunate than I can be very grateful as his life. I was amazed. Nick vujicic, was really opened my eyes. he is thankful for what he has. not bitter for what he doesn't have. and i'm sure there are many other Nick in this world that can accept life as it is. that's so wonderful.

i love living life. I am happy

not easy to say "I'm happy". remembering so many problems that occur in this life. perhaps, i can't be as strong as he was facing life. but at least I learned to accept my life, more or less. that's what will make me happy. from now on, I believe.

so, bitter or better? i choose BETTER, bravely :)

have a GREAT day people !